Wasted December

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The man on the TV who died in a car crash this morning
Looks too much like your boyfriend, so I turned it off and called him
I got your voicemail and spent an hour on 75
I broke in through your window to find you both alive

But I've been so scared that everyone is gonna leave me
And I've been so scared that I won't get to say goodbye
So, while my friends were waiting for you in that hospital waiting room
I was in New York

I had that dream again where my mom don't get a funeral
'Cause we're too fucking broke and I'm too tired to come home
I had flashbacks of my trapped under dry wall as a kid and
It still feels like there's some dust trapped in my lungs

I've been thinking 'bout your birthday
I remember how you turned nineteen alone
You smoked three cigarettes on a campus bench
While I wasn't there, but I think that's where you started to find God

I feel like I wasted December

I watched the sunrise from a bus seat in the Carolinas
I almost touched Atlanta with my tongue
I think I get what you feel when you read Woolf after church

But, I still feel like I wasted December


from A Letter To Your Saint Rita, released April 14, 2017



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Smallville Nashville, Tennessee

I wrote a song once about a car crash and having too many teeth and I guess it just stuck.

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